Depression.

I
am
so
so
sad.

I miss Lobsterman more than I know what to do with. And we did not have good phone convos. I cried to BFF*. It appears he doesn't know when he's coming back to NYC - so he might not be visiting me next weekend at my parent's house like we had planned.

I just don't know what's going to happen. I really don't want to be tossed aside.